Living in the End

happy monday!

so saw streetlight manifesto last night. pretty good show. got another show poster, gonna frame it up and hang it. got mad at joe before the show, but whatever. i'll go into details later. show was pretty good. they played the 3 songs i love, so that was pretty cool. was in the pit for the first song. got wrecked. it was insane. it was amazing to see over 100 people just fall over in front of me, and trying my hardest not to fall. joe fell, but i was able to keep my feet on the ground. after the first song tho, i went to the bar, because it was just way to much for me. joe came over with me, but went back in the pit for about half the show, so i was kinda by myself for half of it...

so jaime brought up to me about going, or i brought it up to her. which i had asked joe a few weeks back if he minded, and he said no.so i ask him again on friday, and he's like "sure, but in exchange we don't talk to anyone about the show". WTF? we can go, but can't tell anyone? that pissed me off. i understand that jake is still his friend, but i'm still his brother. i hated kelsey, and i made my feelings known about her. HOWEVER, i still invited her to shows, to his party, to group things. i saw how much she meant for him,  but i guess he can't do the same for me? i don't know... that upset me quite a bit.

oh, so at the show, i was texting jaime. and she does the cutest things ever. i'm afraid if i say it here, she may stop, but i don't want her to! so i'll change the subject.

so cj. he got his car stolen and inside his car, was his signed streetlight cd. by Tomas, the singer. so joe and i decide to buy the cd for cj, and try to get it signed. it was his idea, but i got the cd, and was the one kinda saying let's do it... however, i had no idea what that would mean.

so after the show, we wait outside in the freezing cold, for overall maybe an hour and a half outside the tour bus. every 10-15 minutes one of the guys would come out and sign stuff. there were like, ten people waiting. then 6. then 3. then just me and joe. but we got the cd signed by pretty much the full band, only missing one guy. cj's going to love it. here's what we got the guys to sign:
"fuck taco bell" (where his car was stolen, to which the guy who signed it replies, 'i'll sign it, and i'll mean it)
"this one's for America" (cj's saying in COD and halo, 'i'll sign it, but i won't mean it)
"happy birthday cj!"
"sorry about the car homey! here's another. KEEP IT CLOSE!"
so that's done. and going to be honest here...

so i do these things for cj. i do some things for joe, as well. but sometimes, i kinda wish someone would do that for me. like, after the OAR shows, no one offers to stand in the freezing cold for an autograph, or pictures, or anything. no one really seems to want that. but everytime, people are like, "i bet they know you now! blah blah blah" but no one really wants to wait after the show with me... whatever tho. i got my show posters, i got the memories, and i got the recordings. i did get 1 OAR setlist. . .

so i've got work today. also, want to straighten my room up a lil bit. and shower. and pokemon. and just all this other stuff. there is just not enough time in the day! but that's ok, because each day that ends, however sad as that is, all it means is another morning waking up with jaime in my arms. and really, that's what it's about. waking up with someone that i love puts a huge smile on my face, and truely makes the day start off great, even if it is early. but it's totally worth it. i love her :)

well, the day is slipping away, and now i've got some stuff to do... :/ and by stuff, i mean try to do laundry and shower. and not get sucked into playing pokemon, but no promises. oh, and the song the blog's named after, it's called living in

THE END